I have a little mean streak..and a sub streak. It depends on what kind of mood I’m in, but I can play the part of the wicked, mischievous mistress.. or the submissive (if sometimes defiant) sub. I like pain, or dishing it out.. So, basically flip-flopping between a masochist and a sadist. I wasn’t sure what to do with it..until I found the perfect toy to play with.
It started off lightly.. I didn’t know how far I could go. He said he’s done just about everything. He’s done the exhibitionist thing and shown off in public, showed off on webcam, he’s been cuckolded, and all kinds of other things. So I was wondering.. what can I do (that’s still somewhat vanilla) that will turn him on? Turns out, nothing. I had to let my kink flag fly and get 50 shades of grey on him. So all those years of curiously wandering the internet paid off. And of course, a little bit of my frustration fueled my mean streak further – I was determined to make a lasting impression, even if I had to get a lil’ wicked.
Turns out, there’s a smallll masochist part of the male population that likes how Icy Hot/Tiger Balm/Bengay (and other muscle-tingling ointments) feel on their dick.. Something about the burning and cooling sensation gets them off. Don’t ask me! I didn’t invent it! Anyway.. I dared my little slutboy to try it, to put just a drop or two of Bengay on his cock head and rub one as hard as he could, to offset the pain/pleasure mix. Well..that one worked just a little, but it was too much for him to handle.
So.. I branched out. Ice. Rubber bands. Fucking textbooks. Evil little me had him shove ice cubes up his ass! To my surprise, he really liked that. Weird, I can’t stand having ice down there – it’s unbearably cold..but whatever rocks your boat! Then came the rubber bands! A more painful alternative to a cockring. One at the base..one under the head, and one at the middle. Having him count whenever he made that middle one snap up against his dick made me feel so mean I giggled a few times ♥
And the textbooks were a bit of a last-ditch, ‘fuck, what do I come up with now?’ effort – having him put his dick on the table and let one drop right on it. OUCH!
Anyway..new ideas are bubbling. Let’s see if we can come up with something sadistic together.
