Day Seven – Only the beginning

I’ve been lying here reading erotic sex stories for quite a while.  I’m dripping wet and my clit is begging for relief but I’m not going to touch it. I’m afraid that if I touch it I won’t be able to stop.  It’s only been a week since he allowed me to cum but I’m already getting desperate.  I’ve been thinking about the orgasm he will maybe let me have someday and it’s almost driving me crazy.

I hope he lets me have a real one this time and not a ruin. One as good as you might read about in the erotic sex stories. A nice, big, satisfying orgasm that goes on and on. I can almost feel the warm waves of pleasure that will spread over my entire body and leave me shaking and unable to think or speak. This is so difficult. I could use some fetish phone sex right now. No, I just really need to cum so badly.

But I won’t. Not until he gives me permission, no matter how long I have to wait. He owns me and I will always be obedient and always submit to his control. I need to please him much more than I need the temporary pleasure and relief of an orgasm.

Day 38 – My longest denial

It feels like it’s been forever. I haven’t had an orgasm in 38 days and I don’t know when I’ll have permission to have one again. It could be tomorrow, it could be another month. I don’t know because I don’t decide.

I’ve never gone this long before – not as an adult, not as a teenager, not ever. I used to cum several times every single day. He says that when he does give me permission I’ll be allowed to cum as many times as I want until I can’t cum anymore.

I can’t stop thinking about how good it will feel and the relief I’ll get from finally having as many intense, long and satisfying orgasms as I want.
I can’t wait for this day and I’m also dreading this day. I’m not sure I want this denial to end.

Day 60 – A Perfect, Intense and Incredibly Satisfying Orgasm

I was not expecting this today at all, After 60 days of denial, as if in the erotic sex stories, I was given permission to cum as many times as I wished.  This was after a lot of edging for him, including a very close hard edge that he helped me hold for what seemed like forever.

He told me that I was going to cum after he counted down from 10. During the count I found myself resisting him. I asked him “do I really have to cum today?” He said that I did. I started to beg him not to make me cum but he did not give in.

But I, of course, gave in and had that perfect, intense, incredibly satisfying orgasm I’ve been fantasizing about for so long. And then I had some more.

God, they felt so good. And now, the wait starts again. I don’t know how long it will be this time. I don’t decide.

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